Pain. Passion. Progress

My day was great because I chose to push all my worries aside by painting...I mixed, created && played with colors...I had so much fun in my own little world making a mess but doing what I truly love. I almost feel as though painting loves me back because nothing moves me the way it does, no matter what i'm going through it evaporates soon as I have a brush in my hand. I never new it felt that good && talking to other painters made me realize there are people like me who are VERY passionate maybe even more about this struggle...you have to be able to sell yourself, make a divine portfolio && put your blood sweat && tears into it. I am good at taking constructive criticism but rejection i'm not sure, something i'll have to prepare myself for in the long haul. I told someone I barely know how I felt && she gets me..teary eyed about how i'm going to sacrifice for this, how i'm changing for this fighting for this i'll go broke to do what I gotta do because I really can't see me doing nothing but ART. I'll be a curator, art therapist, photo-journalist, magazine editor, interior designer, print-maker ANYTHING as long as I can be a painter too. I won't be too hard on myself though i'm ashamed not to have a website up or be more familiar with every type of paint out there; I'm on the right track && i'm still young....If we put half of the energy that we do in settling or being complacent just imagine what we could do if we dust it off our shoulders && reach for the stars? how much we could achieve Music is such a great ingredient I gotta feel alive even if it kills me && give my audience something to see && say Sable Sanae was a real painter && she will forever be remembered; 

The Heart World done by me...I don't date my artwork because I want it to be timeless